I'm a pretty open book. I write on this website as a journal for myself. I get so overcome with fear and self-doubt. I feel like my music is an ear sore to others, and I think how can I like it? I sing my heart out, and I'm told to dial it back. I like criticism, it makes me better. The absence of criticism makes me doubt, and so does the absence of priase. One day I'll love what I made, and the other I think how could I have liked that. Then I remember to stop comparing myself to others and just do what I love. I become so self concious and its got to stop, and yet, my self-conciousness pushes me to do better. What am I do? Is it because I am so fueled by fame that each day I do not recieve it I am beside myself? Or is it because I aspire to be something I cannot? I guess time will tell.

I know that I'm not the best. I like what I make, but I could do a lot better. Today my garage band told me he had enough. So I moved on—to Logic Pro.

I am going to a photshoot tomorrow as a piece for my album that I'm currently working to produce. I just don't know what to wear. I don't have many very nice clothes. What looks nice? Its going to be cold out too.

That maybe this is the place to put my instrumentals instead of lyrics too. After listening to many of the songs on here, I feel a bit out of place. Thats okay though, I need critique on my sound, not my song.

Just have to go out and do a few things. If only I wasn't glued to my screens constantly it would be somewhat easier to get out :)

I wouldn't normally admit this but in the future I would like to have a fully produced electro-pop album. I don't know all the steps, but am currently looking for a production studio and producer in TO right now. Feel free to give me any advice or opinions!

Hey Guys! Please let me know if you think my music is appropriate for this website. I'm just looking for a place to express myself. I like to make video game music too!

I'm still getting used to how things work around here. I'm scared that my music is not as good as other people. I'm a bit shy and not asking for reassurance, just be nice!

Hey, I'm Adonnias. I'm from the future, and the past. Its been a long time since then and I've imporved hopefully. Give me a shout anytime. Love it or hate it let me know your opinion.